i kept kicking him, telling him we needed to go back, but he wouldn’t listen. my guts turned to jelly as i watched my friend grin and nod, him waving to me to come over. Black porn but this one day, he took me to a different place for fun. “oh yeah,” i quipped. . . …”he has a thing that daddy is afraid of…and it shoots sperm!”
“do you want to see?,” i asked. he licked and sucked me, and i let him look with my friend as i held my trembling legs wide. there were nasty boys in our neighborhood as myself and my sisters grew to teenagers. “he don’t look like nothing special,” my middle sister said. i saw a white froth begin to ooze and i knew that was what my friend meant. . . …that was sperm! …i couldn’t help myself as i began to touch the swollen parts of me, and then it really happened. there was a knowing lingering look in her eyes as she walked out of the room.
